Why is it so hard for me to go to work every morning? Why can't I be happy?
1- I hate my job? No I love it.
2- I don't like the people I'm working with? No, they are all friendly, I like them.
3- Is my job boring? No.
4- Is it waking up so early in the morning? Maybe, what if work starts @ 10 am, will it make a difference? I don't think so. Will optional work hours solve the problem? I don't know.
What do I want exactly?
I wish I can once wake up in the morning feeling good and excited about going to work! it will never happen I know!
off the topic:
* Where did the rain go? I miss it ;(